It would be difficult for me to put into words the feelings I experienced these days. I did think that committing suicide was the best thing to feel comfortable. But in the morning when I received my first 10 mark in Math for over 2 years in high school, I just thought that everything was so funny. Maybe I deserved it for my efforts, just not in Math lol.
I should find a better way to live for sure. Life is short.
